So I beat myself up pretty good

If you haven’t guessed by now, I am my own worst enemy. I can belittle myself worse than the harshest of critics. I am not sure how this habit was developed. When exactly I started feeling like a failure, never content, always demanding more from myself. Trying desperately to reach some imaginary level of achievement where I may actually stand stall and be proud of my accomplishments.
It’s hard to describe that feeling to someone who is confident. I guess that’s why the more arrogant a person is the more I want to refrain from their company.
But this blog is about me and my creator.  It is me trying to grow closer to my savior. This story is still being written and though I may not feel as though I have much to celebrate.  I know before all is said and done my story will be one of reclamation.

Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen.Ephesians 3:20-21 NLT

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